Sometimes it’s really really easy to love people. And sometimes it’s really really hard to love people. I thank God for those times when it’s hard to love people. Why? Because Christ calls us to love others. He doesn’t say we have to like them all, but we have to love them. I believe we are called to love others the way God loves us. Unconditionally, and with compassion. My wise parents have shared with me over the years that love is not a feeling, but a decision. You choose to love someone even when it’s hard. And many times, the hardest person for us to love is ourselves. In this idea lies the question, how can you fully love others if you can’t love yourself?
Let’s take the word content. I believe that feeling content equates to feeling whole. For example, right now I am extremely content eating this delicious gluten free brownie sitting at an adorable coffee shop writing this blog post. With this feeling of content, what I have right now, where I am right now, who I am right now, is enough. I am enough. Being content with what we have at this present moment allows us to fully love another person.
*Disclaimer: I wish I could say I came up with this idea by some divine intervention late one night, but I must give credit to a dear friend of mine for sharing with me this beautiful message of what it means to unconditionally love others.
What strikes me about this idea of love as a decision is something I heard this past weekend at mass. The gospel was the classic “Loaves and Fishes” parable, but Fr. Graham, the resident Jesuit priest (I knew there was a reason I liked him the moment I met him) took it a step further explaining that the little boy’s decision to share, his decision to love Jesus was the root of the miracle in feeding thousands. This little boy made a decision to give a small piece of food to Jesus, and in this small act of kindness, he nourished countless people. Until last week, I never thought of this parable as an act of love, and as I sat in that small chapel, I began to realize that I was surrounded by small acts of love abroad.
Living in a house with 20 people means that sometimes it’s hard to love everyone all the time. But it also means that I am continually surrounded by people who are willing to love me even when I’m obnoxious, when I’m silly, and when I go to bed at 10pm. I am especially grateful for their considerate actions in keeping their voices down when I sleep. They are so good to me. Living in K-House has showed me the value of community and content-ness with these small acts of kindness: a knowing smile, a hug, cleaning the community kitchen, making food that is gluten free to share all make this place feel like home. More than ever before, I am seeing God in those around me and I feel His love radiating through the actions of others, and I couldn’t be more content.
So I challenge you to ask yourself, what makes you feel content? And who will you decide to love today?
I love you for reading,
Blessings,
Maddie